I feel so much better now.

I didn't win the bazillion dollar lottery but after watching 20/20 this evening I feel much better about that.  The show focused on big winners who lost all their money in bad investments or had fights in the office when it came to sharing the winnings when they bought as part of a pool.  One "big winner" who has won seven big prizes over the years admits that his "secret" is to buy lots of lottery tickets every day.  He has no idea how much he has spent to win big but claims he is ahead of the game.  The most interesting quote I heard was "It helps to be a math genius."  I guess that rules me out.  Will I ever play again?  Maybe. One winner claimed he heard a voice telling him the lucky numbers.  I'll let you know if I start hearing voices, although, on second thought, hearing voices isn't always considered a good thing.